it just gets harder

These days have only been getting tougher and tougher to handle, now that work is over with I have to be home and hear this bitch fuss and scream 24/7 about nonsense. I mean even this morning she woke up with a vengeance or something and looking for stuff she could yell at me about. I KNOW what I need to do, I'm not 12, I'm 18 so start treating me like an adult. I don't need to in my ear about every single thing I need to do, I know what I have to do so shut the fuck up and worry about yourself. Right now I dread being with her when I'm off to school, she's gonna be down there a week with me and I can already imagine how terrible she's gonna make that week feel. I can't wait until she's back home and I don't have to hear her constant fussing.

a little update

Sorry I haven't been blogging on here lately, but I have been on my other personal blog which is good. Monday was really tough, and it ruined my chance to talk to my girl, but I guess I'll have to move on. Nothing really going on much except that I'm having about 10 different heat strokes right now and I can't turn on my a/c unless the woman gives me permission too. I've also been thinking, I am proud of the fact that I don't drink or smoke, but sometimes (especially Monday night) I kind of want to. Not because everyone else is doing it, but because it would help me forget about my problems momentarily and just enjoy myself. I'm hoping I don't start smoking, but if I continue having these bad nights I really feel as though I will start to smoke. 

Seriously tho, I really think she has some sort of mental issue or something. She really is going off right now about taking a 10/15 minute long shower right now and just was banging on the bathroom door about my brother needing to get out so she can go in, when any other time she'd be saying "oh well there's two bathrooms in the house you can use the one in the basement." Shouting about the bathroom isn't anything serious so calm down, like she's really getting riled up over something insignificant. Then when she's shouting it all directs back to my brother and how he messed up in school and then she goes off about that and then finds something she can yell at me about. It's so frustrating, I had a great day at work today and I have to come home to this every day.

talk and feelings

I feel like my life is more boring now than it was before. I have absolutely NO ONE to talk to, the person I used to talk to like everynight stopped talking to me 3 days after my birthday (go me). Let me tell you about the lead up to it, I told ya'll that they said they no longer had feelings like they were before, I tried one last attempt at winning them back and it didn't work (not really surprising cause I had my chance), and I get a boat load of reasons why. "I use to like you so, so, so much but you never liked me back, until now. I wouldn’t say that I am completely over you but for the most part I am. Three months is kind of a long time to like some and not have them return the favour. I don’t know how but you need to stop liking me and try to get over this. Even if I do want something more with you, it just won’t work. On the real, I am 20 and I need SEX." At least I got some honesty. It kind of feels like this real reason came, the last argument and what not happened so that they could be free to do whatever without worrying about what it would mean to me. I mean hey like you said you are 20 and you need sex and a long distance thang probably wouldn't work out, but it'd have been nice to hear before feelings got involved. I mean I am also to blame, idk now that we don't talk at all it just sucks. I miss it.

When I say I want to wrap my hands around her throat, I mean that from the bottom of my heart. She just won't SHUT THE FUCK UP. Honestly yelling and screaming about this and that isn't gonna change things, it isn't gonna put my brother back enrolled in the college he went to this past year, it isn't gonna change the fact that you don't have a full time job, it isn't gonna change the fact that your life and the things around you aren't going the way you want them to, so shut up. No one wants to hear your mouth 24/7 and then you wonder why no one wants to be in the house and around you. 

I just need to let some stuff out.

This is honestly the 18th birthday to remember, I don't think I could ever forget this day and the day leading up to it. I just don't know anymore, I feel like I'm losing faith in everything and I'm letting everyone down around me. I just wanna leave, just run away as far as I can to not have to deal with all of this. I have NO idea where my friend is, I tried calling his house phone twice today and no one picked up which is putting an idea in my head that he's gone. Then we tried a couple hospitals near his house to see if he was there and still no. If I found out that he's gone I honestly don't know what I'm gonna do with myself. Don't worry my day gets even better. 

So for a while now I've been talking to someone and the thing about it is that they really started to like me and wanted to be with me and at first to be honest I only thought of them as a friend because of who they are. Then as we continued to talk, it moved to skype like all the time we'd do the text chat thingy with a few vid chats here and there and over time I did develop feelings for them. I found out that they liked me more than a friend, but I told them that I didn't, but I really did. When we text chatted I'd tell them that I did have feelings, but when we were face to face my emotions never backed that up. Then yesterday I find out they no longer have feelings for me like they're confused on how I really feel because I never show it. It sucks because I honestly can't get them out of my head, I feel like 100x better when we talk like I wait and count the hours till they get off work and I've been so excited because this person will be coming down to the area where I'll be for college in May and I've just been so pumped for that, but this...this sucks. I don't know what it is, but I guess this is why I've never really been in a relationship. I don't know how to show feelings towards someone else, I don't express myself, and that turns them away and I lose something or someone I really do care for. I just don't know anymore, I don't know anything. I can't force them to like me again, and I just don't know what to do. It sucks even more because this isn't just a guy I like, but it's a girl I met that I like and maybe it's because I've never been in this situation because I'm straight, but I just don't know.

so today's my 18th birthday

You'd think it'd be a huge celebration, I mean you only get the chance to turn 18 once, but it hasn't been. I've been hit with terrible news that one of my close guy friends might have harmed himself and no one knows where he is. He lives in a different state than me and hasn't had a phone for sometime this year because he broke his during the school year and the last time I spoke with him was when he informed us that he was out of his house, had nowhere to go and said that he didn't see himself having a future. The best gift I could get today is just some form of communication from him or his mom telling me that he's alright and he's safe.

as usual

This bitch never shuts the fuck up about the same shit everyday. Yelling about my brother and his school situation isn't going to change anything, fussing at me about little stupid shit isn't changing anything, and complaining about how you need to comeback home soon so you can find when you can set up this job interview isn't gonna get us to move quicker because we DON'T want/need to leave so your fatass can go and pay some bill. Then ontop of that she wants us to go to the library after she pays her bill, and no not the library up the street from our house, but the one on the other side of town.

to be social or not to be social

So last night my friend invited me to this pool party/bbq that was to be hosted by one of our other friends' cousin or something and idk if I want to go or not. Sure it will be nice doing something other than being in the house all day on the computer, but then again I probs won't know that many people and if she knows more heads than me I don't wanna be following her around every where she goes nor am I really in the mood to socialize and make friends. I'd rather just be around people that I already know so it's less awkward.

I just got her text saying please try and make it...I don't want to disappoint but then again I don't really wanna go. I wonder if my bff Felipe is going, then I wouldn't mind at all. 

It's funny how she never has anything to say when my dad is here, but as soon as he leaves she wants to start talking.

...

I know it's wrong, but sometimes I just want to end my life just to see her reaction and if she finally takes back everything she's done to me. Honestly her constant angry outbursts get on my last nerve and all this rage and anger just builds up whenever I have to interact with her.

she can't be serious right now

This bitch seriously just said, "When ya'll finish school I'm gonna start working on me." The fuck? Why are you waiting 4 or so years for that to happen when your fat ass should be looking for a full time job right now? What you need to be doing is losing weight and out here looking and applying to some jobs instead of complaining every two seconds and waiting on someone else to do it for you. 

something.

One thing I don't really get/understand is that my brother really screwed himself over his first year in college, and doesn't go to the school he went to anymore because he has no scholarship money and we definitely can't afford it, but he shows zero effort in really looking for a job or trying to get into a community college to get his credits unless my mom yells at home so he just ends up leaving the house. I mean all he wants to do is play video games and  see his girlfriend and go to the mall and all that. I'm not sure if it's because that's just how he wants to deal with all of this or if he really doesn't want to go to school or if he feels that college isn't for him. If the later is the case, I feel he should atleast say something now so mommy will stop fussing and screaming and just let him do whatever it is he wants to do, but atleast get a job or something. He literally has NO money saved up or anything because he would use it all when he was in school. 

It's just hard with all the yelling and fussing and screaming. I'm trying to stay positive and hope for the best, but so far it's not looking so bright. 

Can't stand her

This bitch has the nerve to say we do nothing, but sit around on the computer all day? What the fuck are you doing but waiting to see if other people can do everything for you. I really can't stand being in this house with her, she flips out when other people won't do what SHE needs to have done and then makes everyone else in the house suffer.

are you serious?

Honestly I don't understand how some people can make a huge fucking scene about a favor they requested someone else do. This is benefiting YOU not me, I'm not the one that needs this, you do. And now you're gonna go an cut off the cable because you're too lazy to go and look for jobs for YOURSELF or finish YOUR resumé? How the fuck do you look. Seriously FUCK you.

Terrible (Bad News pt. 2)

I was excited to be away from home and hanging out with the homies in ________ since it would be one of the last times we're all together with all of us going to different schools and what not next year. The first night was chill, I stayed over a friends house and the next day two other friends came up and were staying at the same place I was for the night. Our intentions were to go out to dinner later that night and meet up with more friends who were staying in town with another friend and what not. The dinner was alright for the most part, there was some drama (especially when it came to the bill), and then we were all looking for stuff to do afterwards (mind you pretty much everyone was drunk & high except for me because I don't do that) so I'll cut down some of the stuff that happened before I get to the bad part, but there was a lot of hooking up, a lot of drinking, and so my two friends and our host ended up leaving to hang out with a friend of hers closer to her house so just in case her mom called we could say we're coming home. We end up meeting with her friend and I had the idea that we were going to their place to chill for a bit and then go home. Boy was I wrong. They brought us to their "chill spot" which was a basement, and mind you there were...

I'm sorry, but I honestly can't write the rest. I just want to say that if I could go back I would want everything that happened to you that night to have happened to me and I should have pulled all you guys out of there no matter the consequence instead of sitting back and then eventually leaving that place. I'm sorry to have yelled and swore at ya'll because I had no idea what really was happening. I just sat there and watched without doing something. After that night I know you said to me that if you killed yourself that you would have no shame or regret about it, and I don't ever want you to say anything like that again, but at the same time I too wanted to do the same for not being the friend I thought I was and that not being here would help numb the pain of what happened. 

Bad news pt. 1

First off I just wanted to say that things have gotten a lot worse in these past few days, my brother can't go back to school because he screwed up terribly his first year so my mom is upset at him for doing that, and my dad tries not to say anything and act like he doesn't care, but I know he does, but that's just how he is. My mom found out before it was time for me to head out to NY to see my friends and what not, and she learned that my bro didn't improve his grades from first semester and in order for him to come back he would have to make up 20 something credits over the summer and without any type of financial aid that wouldn't be possible. So now he's out of school and it's just so hard on my mom. I hope this teaches him a lesson and he learns from it.

Have no fear, my troubles only worsen.

Something happy to change the mood

DJ Fresh 'Louder (Doctor P & Flux Pavilion Remix)' I'm not a dubstep fan, but this is incredible

Shut up already

Just shut the fuck up about it already, how are you gonna fuss and scream to me about at loan that YOU have to register, not me. I'm pretty sure it's called a PARENT loan, not Student apply for a loan that their lazy ass mother can't take two seconds out of her day to do. If you're so adamant about getting the loan and what not then sit your fat ass at the computer and apply for it. 

You always yell about stuff that your fat ass should be doing, but you're asking me to do it so you can wait. If you have a problem then shut the fuck up and do it yourself.

Class of 2011 (sticks what up)

Today was our graduation, and I just want to start off by saying congratulations to the class of 2011 and may you all have bright and wonderful futures and enjoy your time in college, and make the best of it.

SMH

I swear this bitch is fucking bipolar. Shut the FUCK up

I just want to runaway, go far away and never look back

...

Every time she opens up her mouth I just have the urge to wrap my hands around her throat and just choke her until she shuts up.

I don't like this feeling.

She's so annoying

I swear my mother has to be mentally disabled or something cause no one can act like this without there being something wrong with them. I swear every time she opens her mouth I just want to choke the mess out of her or something. 

I honestly don't know why I have all this anger and think these terrible thoughts, and I want it to stop.

It couldn't last forever

I knew me being up would come crashing down eventually. She continues to piss me off. I know I need to make a decision about colleges soon, but you don't need to fucking yell at me every two seconds about it. I'm trying my best to see what I can do to make up this 20 grand I need for the school I really want/NEED to go to next year so stop saying I'm not. All you do is say how everybody else knows when they have to be on campus, how much money they got and I GET IT. If you're so interested in what other people are doing then leave, just leave and be apart of their college process instead of constantly putting down mine.

Honestly

I haven't really been down since that huge argument early March and it hasn't been as bad lately, but tonight was bad. I absolutely dislike it when I'm being compared to someone else especially by my parents because obviously I'm not them and when you praise them and put me down it just gets to me. She constantly fuses at me because I don't do things her way or that of another parents child. So I guess because I do things MY way, I'm difficult, and I won't succeed in life. On top of that she even praised someone else's child for her accomplishments and bashed me for what I've achieved so far. 

Thanks mom, I greatly appreciate that. I have no idea how I haven't snapped and done anything to myself or her yet.

I'm referring to my mother

I swear I just want to choke the fucking shit out of this bitch.

Haven't been posting in a while

Sorry I haven't been posting much you guys, I do have much to update ya'll with and I just got back to school after 3 weeks of spring break so I'm getting back into the whole school routine. More tomorrow :)

"Your parents love you...The way they show it may not be the way you want it to be shown, but they do love you."

I definitely needed that, I would've never thought in a million years that he would be the one to tell me this. Thank you.

Fuck Her.

I'm not one to swear, and I'm sorry if it offends anyone but FUCK HER. She acts like she knows me, but she doesn't know shit. All you do is attack me and when I give you an answer it isn't good enough. I guess I'm just not good enough. FUCK YOU. I wish she put me up for adoption like she said she was before, I hate being here and I have no one to talk to. 

And with that I'm low again. I knew I couldn't be in a good place for too long. The thoughts are back, and I think I just might go through with it tonight. Thanks a lot.

My hair

So I'm thinking about cutting my hair which is kind of a decision I sort of came to myself, but then again with the constant yelling by my mother about getting it cut off also plays some type of role in this conclusion. My hair isn't that long it just touches my shoulders and it would be nice if it were a little longer so I could wear it different ways than just the same old hairstyle I do besides putting it in a ponytail and having this type of bang sweep across my face. Another reason for it is seeing these hairstyles and I'm like so jealous cause it looks so good and my hair is like blah. I'll do another post with some of the styles I'm talking about.

My grades are in!

This is kind of a win/lose situation when it comes to my grades. First off I just want to say, you know how there's those people in school who are like geniuses but when they're taking a quiz/test/essay they're like "Omg I'm gonna fail, this is so hard" blah blah blah yet when they get there grades back they get A's on it or when they get their report cards and they have all A's and are like "My grades were so bad?" Yea well I've never been one to do that until now.


So before I see my own grades my mom is yelling at me about the grade I got in my math class, and I'm thinking I have like a C in it or something, but I check my grades and I have a B which is alright, but I know I can do better. Then I look at the rest of my grades and they're all some type of an A with the exception of my math grade and I'm still a little upset about it. Sure I do have good grades, but I was hoping I had atleast a B+ to achieve my goal of having a B+ or higher in all my classes. This is the second time I've been close to reaching it, so I hope during the spring term I can to end my high school career on a good note.

Something Funny

So I was on oovoo (which is kind of like skype except you can vid chat with more people) and I'm just "away" (my status that is) and some random dude that happens to be on my contact list begins to text chat with me like what's your name, how old are you, blah blah blah. Then he's like oh are you a virgin, and I'm like yeah I am and then he goes "what are you about to do" and I'm like nada, and then he's like "you should show me your tities." L.M.A.O. It was too much, I was dying of laughter like seriously? On Oovoo? Hold on, it gets better, so I proceed to lead him on like I'm gonna do it, and I'm like "well what do I get in return, this ain't no free show" so he's like ight and all that then he says, and I quote: "oh yea, can I see that p*ssy to."

WOW. I can't even. LOL enjoy ya'll.

I haven't talked to him since

So I have yet to speak with my dad since the whole argument last Sunday, nor have I actually seen him since. Yeah I know he's been in the house, and he actually is right now, but our paths haven't crossed yet and I want to apologize, but I know he probably won't accept it. This is so ridiculous like he's acting like a child right now instead of confronting, or just talking to me about what happened rather than just playing the I'm just gonna do whatever it is that I need to do and let her mother worry about her. Like come on, you're 40 something years old behaving like an eleven year old. The worst part about it is that I need to get some information from him for this scholarship that he gave for my brother and I to fill out and with this temper tantrum, it's not making anything any better.

I'm done.

"You're done." The exact words my so called dad said to me after I slammed the door for the second time today. I never told you all this but the last time I was this low was when I heard my dad say that he wished he never had me, and I was so emotional after that, I "ran away" well just left the house when he was in the bathroom and didn't come back until my mom came home from work. Then today he admitted that whatever he had to do that prevented him from picking me up from work today was more important than me. How can the person who's supposed to love and protect you, the person who makes up one half of your DNA say something like that?

The parents who don't want to be parents

My parents are both so annoying and their actions make it seem like they shouldn't have to do certain things that pertain to me like pick me up from school or bring me somewhere. Then on top of that they want to make it seem like they're the better parent and that the other one is wrong, or never does something for me. Well when I ask one of you to pick me up from school and you flip out and say why can't the other one get you how much of a "better" parent do you look right now? Honestly I sometimes feel like it would be better if I never knew my dad or he wasn't so prevalent in my life because the way he acts makes it seem as though he just doesn't want to be bothered. Well if you have a problem with doing oh I don't know YOUR JOB AS A PARENT then maybe you shouldn't have signed up for this. If I'm asking you to just pick me up every once in a while to give my mom a break why are you making such a big deal about it? Just do it and don't give me an excuse that "you might have something to do later" when all you're gonna do is come back home like 10 minutes after I get picked up. Oh and don't think I forgot about you mom. Every time she asks me to ask my dad to do something for me she's like "make sure you come up with something for whatever excuse he gives you" and when I do and it turns into this HUGE argument, she's like don't be so fresh or say anything back. Like WHAT? YOU were the one to tell me to say something back and now YOU don't want me to do it anymore? And then whenever I want to not talk to her because it will just piss me off, I'm giving attitude. Really now? No maybe I just don't want to be bothered and would like to just relax and listen to myself for a while and not you, why is that so much to ask for?

Ugh (The Day Afterwards)

After him telling me he's trying to hook up with my friend, I honestly can't get that out of my head and I can just tell he's serious about it too. The worst part is is that I'm pretty sure she's gonna try and get with him as well which sucks even more because I like him. 

UGH

We need to chat like ASAP. How ironic it is that it's about love on Valentine's Day too. So there's this guy that I really like and I'm like friends with, but he dated another friend of mine his sophomore year (I'm a year older) and they're over and what not, and I've had a crush on him since last year and it only grows more and more as we hang out and what not. The downfalls is that I know he's a player, he has girls out the ying yang, and he's been/is hooking up with some girls at my school and what not. The reason why I like him is that he's funny, easy to talk to, athletic, and I feel like if he really put in the effort he'd be a great boyfriend, but he's not looking for any of that though, just to have a good time. However this crush of mine is still there. Today after basketball practice I was gonna go with my friend back to her dorm before dinner, and he was waiting around and was play fighting and what not, and got in the way of the door so I couldn't go with my friend out, so I just stayed there until dinner. We were in the gym and when he had his arm around me (in a play fighting kind of way) he was like "Will you be my valentine?" and in my head I was like "YESSS" and then a second later he was like "Sike." Even something like that just gives me hope that he may like me back in that way. I know this sounds so desperate and what not, but I think the story might come off more than it really was lol. So we played ball together and I beat him, and we were walking up to dinner, and he was like, "you know I'm trying to get with one of your friends right?" 
WHY CAN'T HE JUST SEE THAT I LIKE HIM, AND STOP DOING THIS.

I'm sorry if you can't take a joke

So apparently when I'm trying to make a joke it's taken as me being mean, yet when you do it to me it's all good? I can see if I'm honestly being mean and doing it repeatedly to you and you getting upset, but if I do it at random times, and stop how am I being mean. As a friend I think we should know where we're being serious and when it's just a joke. This whole thing is ridiculous, little things like this give me more reason to not open up and express myself with other people. 

stop talking

I love how the chick with NO JOB, no experience in the law field has all the talk in the world about how I might turn out when I become a lawyer. How about you work on you and shut up about something you know NOTHING about. I'm glad I get to get away for 2 days, I can't take it.

I feel bad...

I feel bad for blowing off a friend who I SAID we should hang out this weekend since I'm free. I totally regret this whole thing, like we were supposed to hang today, and couldn't because I made other plans with another friend to go snowboarding, then I blew her over again for tomorrow because I made plans to sleepover another friends house yesterday. I'm so awful.

My Home isn't where My Heart is

I think something's wrong when the last place you'd want to be is home. Home is supposed to be the place you look forward to being, but thats the complete opposite for me. Home is where I get yelled at, home is where all of my bad thoughts get released, home is where I feel anything I do is never good enough, home is where the bad feelings get stuffed in a little box in my head and left there just getting bigger and bigger each time I walk through the door. Home isn't where I want to be, or atleast this isn't the home I want. My fantasies are lives with very different parents, with a different life, I feel so under appreciated in my own home yet I feel as though I belong when I'm around other people's parents. I'm depressed and it seems like no one can see it, maybe it's because I'm so good at concealing it so they can't find it.

snowboardinggg today!

OMG Hey ya'll, how's everybody doing today? Everybody okay? Had a great Saturday so far? Yea well this post would be all exciting and upbeat, if I hadn't come home. The beginning was good, I went snowboarding with a friend of mine which was AMAZING, and really surprising that everybody was so nice like it was awesome. It was my first time legitimately snowboarding, and even though I fell a lot it was still mighty chill and the people on the mountain were very nice, employees and those just riding the mountain alike. The only downfall of that trip was that I lost my gloves :(

Is it bad?

Is it bad I'd rather tell my achievements to my friends' parents than my own? That I feel like they'd be more happy and supportive of me than my own? I feel like I can really be myself when I'm in the presence of my "fake parents" and talk about school and other problems than with my own.

Is it bad that I'm constantly in a fantasy would where I'm someone different than myself because I feel like I'm sometimes not good enough? Sure I make mistakes, but I'm still pretty decent. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't sneak out anywhere, but I get treated as though I have done some of those things before my by own parents. The only places I go are school and home, and I'd rather be at school than deal with reality at home on most occasions.

Is it bad?

from time to time this song pops into my head

How can we?

-partyontherooftops.tumblr.com

So Many Social Networking Sites, So Little Time

Is it weird that I have a twitter, 2 personal blog accounts, I write for another blog on wordpress, yet have no Facebook? My friends tend to think so, but that's beside the point...But wait, what if I got a Myspace? (LOL) No I wouldn't because I'm too late for that, but guess what social networking-aholics, I've just joined another site. Tumblr, that website I used to think was so dumb and all that, but after seeing some of my followers tweet their Tumblr it really made me want to get one. With all my free time today due to a snow day (Oh Yea) I decided to make one, but the original names I wanted for it were taken which is super lame, but no worries I cam up with a better one so :P

If anyone out there has a tumblr and is willing to follow me on there feel free to do so and I will most definitely return the favor. I'm still configuring mine, and seeing how to work this thing.

Tumblr: http://partyontherooftops.tumblr.com/

Ha Ha, I just changed the title of my blog once again, because 'Can I Scream Please?' just sounds like one of those emotional type of blogs where I'd just rant and rave about stuff in my life, which my previous posts contradict.

*update* Just changed it once again to because 'You're Totally Not Random' made it seem like a funny blog which it really isn't, I hope this one sticks now.

Quote of the Day:

"These dreams (dreams), struggles (struggles), riches (riches), and sin make me wonder (wonder, wonder), Who I Am"- KiD CuDi

RARW...I Mean RAWR

Hello, hello, hello friends. I haven't posted a little reflection type post in quite some time, but here we go...Well I'm not all that sure what to talk about. I'm slowly, but surely getting more followers on this blog (YESS!), and I think I might have to break up with you guys and make a tumblr. I never thought I'd make one because I thought it was dumb, unoriginal, and dumb, but I said the same thing about twitter and I'm in Twitterholics Anonymous. The reason to join the cult would be to post some of my edits, and pictures I've taken. I think photography would be really cool to get into, and I'm still dreaming big until I get that Nikon d5000 (which is like my ears making sweet love to that remix of 'Sleepyhead' but for my hands and eyes). I'm contemplating taking a photog course in college which would more than likely have NOTHING to do with the three majors I'm thinking about majoring in. Speaking of the arts, I still haven't done my Art History Honors homework, which I have tomorrow. Hmm...maybe I'll do it at breakfast tomorrow at school or during math class? That might work.

Lol, I just went through like 3 different topics in that paragraph, my what's that fancy word for multitask? Don't you hate it when you have a really sick big word that describes something, but you can never think of it and then suddenly it pops into your head like an hour later? This is really gonna bug me now.

Musical Orgasm For My Ears

Can someone please spot me a few dollars for these?

Remember the wise words spoken by Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

Procrastination....

My life equals pure procrastination with a side of laziness. It's such a HORRIBLE quality to have, and no matter how hard (somewhat) I try to break it, it just holds me back. So have no fear Mr. English Paper I WILL finish you tonight and have it done for tomorrow...unless we do get another snow storm and I don't have school (which I'm secretly hoping for). Someone help me with my problem !