**** My Mother

Friday, August 24, 2012

 She comes up with one idea and no matter what anyone says that will contradict her "facts" she's construe what they say so it backs her claims. There's no winning with her.
I haven't used this to vent in such a long time. I really need it now. My mom is pissing me off as usual, but even more about stuff that I know I should've been on top of earlier. I need my financial aid award for school because I leave next week, and she's just going off about how the people in the fin aid office are "putting me on a run around" because I haven't received my aid yet. The guy on the phone said it could take up to 2 weeks, but I told her I'd hear something some time this week (I guess that was bad on my part) and she's blowing up because I called in again and a fin aid officer said they're waiting on something from fafsa and I'll hear something early next week, but it's not good enough. I'm tired of hearing her mouth, I'm ready to go back so I'm not here paying her bills because she had some dumb idea that she's get another job quickly once she got laid off so she just sat around doing nothing all day and now she's barely making any money and is stressing out over her bills when she made that decision to not look for something. I just want to be at school and work on doing well in school, and spending time with my boyfriend (yes I have a boyfriend <3). She's just overly frustrating, and I'm like ready to snap and fall back in my bad place and I don't want to be there again.