Honestly

I haven't really been down since that huge argument early March and it hasn't been as bad lately, but tonight was bad. I absolutely dislike it when I'm being compared to someone else especially by my parents because obviously I'm not them and when you praise them and put me down it just gets to me. She constantly fuses at me because I don't do things her way or that of another parents child. So I guess because I do things MY way, I'm difficult, and I won't succeed in life. On top of that she even praised someone else's child for her accomplishments and bashed me for what I've achieved so far. 

Thanks mom, I greatly appreciate that. I have no idea how I haven't snapped and done anything to myself or her yet.